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saw maia lee (SI finalist/sly's 2wk wife) on the bus when i was going home on wed. didn't ask for any autograph or wat though.. i mean, i was like the ONLY one who actually recognised her on the whole bus?! hai..

yesterday's training was quite good. i'm actually starting to enjoy track training more than cross haha. maybe cos track hasn't gone up in intensity yet. bleh. anyways, we had some major circuit training before running 6 sets of 60m and 3 sets of 100m. i like the 60m.. so short xp but i totally sucked at the 100m. bleh. burned out for the last one xp gonna try harder at sat's training..

oh and i solemnly promise that 3 crossers will get shuriken-ed in the neck =)

ahhh.. have to pia hol. hw...

eat right. stay healthy. die anyway.
(ever heard of the Little Book of Despair?)


had track training at clementi yesterday. not that bad but i was slow like shit.

i reached there at around 1.50 when the training was actually at 2.45 (after nearly getting lost.. grr cm has poor sense of direction). then i had 55mins of homework time! hahaha.. sad to say i only completed 1 miserable lit ws. hell..

anyways, the training wasn't so bad. 3 sets of 150, 150, 200. right now i still can handle that (with LOTS of rest) with a quite-ok timing. only did well for 1 150.. eep after that i just burned out. totally. saddening..

after alot of rest later we did some weird cool down. i have NO idea what it was man.. looked like something out from adventure camp pre-school style. we had to run between flat cones and not step on them?! what the heck? that is just plain weird ok.

ahhhhh.. was teased like mad after training. why me.. and i still treated the gals to drinks. wah lao.. hao xin mei hao bao man..

at least i managed to play arcade hehe. thanks to ning and jade for making it possible muahahaha.. xp i totally suck at guilty gear x and para para. i was THRASHED i tell you... THRASHED by darius lee chang xiang. ahhhhhh bu shuang!!! must get my revenge.. someday xp

yeah!! have energy love and luv again tonight on me com.. now all i wanna find is:
- remember me
- night of fire
- try me
- i wanna dance
- yesterday
- boom boom fire

that's like alot... xp

damn.. must go and pia hist. assignments before i go and -snip snip- my hair...


being mocked. by who? some heavenly body that takes pleasure in turning my life upside-down. if not explain why it's always me? why me... always in the middle of these frigging situation... argh!! going mad already!!!! need some serious psychiatric help.

joy!! c gals g0t FIRST for team at wings! Woot!!! man you gals rawk the world! -does victory dance- but not without the tears. hey peeps, you all did GREAT, no reason to turn on the taps. the race for you all hasn't ended, not yet. there are many more races you have to conquer and if you meet each one with tears, how are you gonna finish it? must be macho ok peeps!! jiayoux!

march hols hw piled up in a (neat) heap in on my shelf. -groan- sian thinking about it man... wanna break a birdie's neck... oh, blast the chicken's head off! xp like my tee... muahahahahaha....

wanna blast a chicken's head off and break a birdie's neck.

at least it takes my mind off... being mocked.


hahahahahahahaha.. xinying's blog is sooo funny! luckily i read it before i started wallowing in self-misery again. yes, cm forever finds reasons to wallow in self-pity.

reason 1: heart was broken again. ugh- i am forever too slow. this is the what time already? think it's third... the third time it didn't end in a happy ending/me dumping the guy. argh...! i am so spastic sometimes... well so much for my happy ending... bleh. like shit. i always knew i couldn't find the right guy. destined to have my heart shattered at least once every year. bleh.

reason 2: not in school team. still hurts abit though i already fully prepared myself for the news. man, the others have trained so hard.. i feel so inferior xp in track now so i gotta work my butt off. now i have trainings on tuesday, friday and saturday. joy, now i can actually MAKE IT for tong's maths tuition on thursday. bleh!

reason 3: getting common test progress slips later today during assembly. *small note: i always say 'later today' cos it's technically already the next day yar?* i failed my friggin maths. AGAIN. argh.. and i was like so happy i finally understood the toot concepts. argh...! must buck up sia...

reason 4: still have unfinished hist assignments. bleh... thusday's the dateline and tomorrow me have dna science. frig.. another sleepless night for cm tomorrow xp

reason 5: being critisied by someone for treating the sec 4 guys and only some sec 2 crossers to drinks at training. no personal grudge but it's my money yar?

reason 6: cos someone's not smiling anymore.

oh yar, thanks for cai bei and bian for standing up for me! haha.. but i have a nagging feeling about who 'anonymous' is... girl's intuition? anyways, if anonymous is someone i know (and not some psycho going around flooding people's taggies) please tell me the reason for the grudge. can't change if i don't know can i?

'hitch' rawks man! must watch! was so touched by one scene i cried... -sniff-

done with the crapping. now must go and pia hist assignments. joy...!

I've always been like this, saying what I wanna say. That is my code of being a ninja. - Uzumaki Naruto (Naruto) [my (new) code for my short life xp]


muahahahahaha... i've finally finished my science project script after 1h36mins of typing and 20 sheets of paper! xp only worry is that the pics aren't developed yet... boop.

got back my maths marks. crap... i was like so happy my maths was finally improving and suddenly a fail slaps me in the face. yar nice... got 42 overall. freak ): hai... like i said, can't think of 'other things' right now. namely crushes and all that romantic shit. (cm is frustrated over maths. do not take anything to heart if it offends you. or you might find that very heart stabbed with a shuriken from yours truly :)

thunderstormed yesterday so didn't have to run 5 x 400m. hallelujah! but we still had to do some massive core-strength. no complaints though xp muahahaha...

yeah... feel so accomplished! xp lalalalalalala...

reminds me. lately i haven't been off to lala land... meh, too busy completing projects and stuff to snuggle in bed xp

miss my blanket and my mogu...

did i mention later today i'm having om: spontaneous prob? sucks man... anyways, with my brain juice all dried up, all i'll get is 1mark for every answer... nyahahahahaha xp and i have cca cip after that. have to accompany the cross country absentees for their run. well, only as a recorder (no, not the instru) muahahaha can see them suffer while i gloat from the sidelines xp

been up too many late nights hence the evilness! muahahahaha...! -gets knocked out by irritated readers of this blog- x_x and the reign of cm is no more... until next time! lalalalalalalalala...


another no-sleep night (morning?) for me again. this is the what time this year? erm... how about countless? saddening.. so many saddening things in my short life..

school: addtitude over all is getting better. that's a plus. but grades for some subjects seem to be slipping.. crap. means: gotta work harder and not think of too many other things. got back my chinese test today (yesterday?). got 36/55.. bleh. arbish! that's like lousy man.. unlike aaron who got a1! bish bish!! hope my other results not that bad..

cross: deproved alot since god-knows-when. hai.. trying, really trying but i just can't seem to be able to compare with the others. boop. just realised that i've been running the wrong way since sec 1. eep.. that means i ran a year and still didn't know that i wasn't running on mid-foot. dense man..

social: socially, my situation isn't exactly picking up. not that i'm exactly complaining. i just seem to drift between people.. proves i don't have any really, really, really good friends here.. except in cross. man, those gals rawk! they are the best! kudos to them for being such wonderful friends (:

stuck on my com doing science experiment designs.. thinking of ways of killing amanda for suggesting all those things.. oh, shuriken her in the throat! or can use chidori... nice.. xp