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i have two pimples - one in each ear.


n i busted both jus now aft bathing.


n they're bloody n pus-filled.


i declare tt pimples are hereby e most disgusting n hateful things on earth. especially if they're in ur ear.


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i dont wanna go zoukout. anyways i dont think my parents will approve of me going. u guys jus go n enjoy urselves - doesnt matter if im there not. i'd rather stay at hme anyways.


isnt 16march e day before lit commontest? n my com has already booked me for e timeslot of 1-3am everyday.


i dont care if zoukout is in. i dont wanna be in it-


think its cos of me waking up at 3am last night (this morn??) but i felt bloody sleepy in class. dozed off during caveman's lesson (i hate case studies cos they're so hard to rmb) until e moment everyone was standing n greeting him. lucky my class drags their chairs on e floor -


during break i realised something- im getting smaller n smaller everyday. cos nobody cares; no matter how hard i try.


i got into a real pissy mood in hist. thnk god sir cracks such sarcarstic jokes:


cm (whos there early cos theres nth else to do in e canteen):
wats tt? -points to some muddy coloured liquid in sirs icemountain water bottle-


sir (who responds cos theres no one else in e class):
NEWater- in its unprocessed form -gives toothy grin-


cm (who goes like this aft hearing it o_o):
-nearly falls off chair frm laughing-


sometimes going early for hist has its benefits. den sir shows us slides he koped frm desmondlim. n i was like "wahlao sir how can u take mrlims slides?" n he jus mumbles something before diverting our attention to one of mrlims 'cute' little drawings- some stickman holding a red pitchfork. its bloody funny n its suppose to symbolise e red army. HA !


assignments are returned; with jus a chop saying "checked". den u noe wat jolene (3c chair) says?


"sir who come jus one chop only? u noe tt day i lost e ws so i had to wait for georgina online at 12mn for her to download e ws den i completed it only at like 1, 2 am. how can u jus give me a chop?"


like who cares wat time u did it at. sir looks e same as me: -_- n he says "lets all give jolene a round of applause for her hard work"


i refused to clap.


last time she already insulted our class pride by giving 3cheers when most of us frm 3k didnt prepare e qns for discussion.


im so glad so fell off her chair tt time.


eng nxt n lindachan didnt come. thus i dont have my commontest eng qns for situational writing/essay. shit.


during eng i realised how pathetically small i was. all i could do was sit there n read newsweek n watch guochao draw his art assignment. im so bloody insignificant.


leeleemui was coming so we bio boons split to e canteen. ate fishcakes !


i dozed off again(!) during jianlis lesson. however i did finish e summary she gave us. in tt lesson. as in she gave us e summary at e beginning of e lesson; i finished it at e end of e lesson. im so pro at doing hw :D


bio prac was cool. i dissected mrpotato ! osmosis related again.. i wanna go back to observing cells. at least they moved.


trg was at e gym. before tt we had this wildgoose chase trying to find e keys to e gym shutters. consider tt warmup-


did 3sets of gym. coachy came. felt more pressurised to do better so it helps. jade n baneh were late for trg cos they had to do phy prac ws. n coachy told them they didnt need to do gym if they were tired. think they went hme. meh e baneh has always been a slacker anyways :p E BANEH SUCKS !


playing bball w guys i dont noe is not fun. they will make sarcarstic comments like "huh!? a girl leh! how can let her steal e ball frm u!?" quote;unquote. i hate e stereotype-ness of dumbasses.


- i spent an hr to type this post. cos im so bloody bored e only thing i can do is blog. i want ur eyes to pop out aft reading my extra llloooonnnnggg entry (:


im in an evil n black mood - fear me.


every beginning has an end. its e way of life for life begates death n when theres death, theres life. everything needs an ending- a conclusion. i should accept fate; everything will jus stop n disappear in e end. everything mus go-


i cant stop it. n i hate myself for tt.