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im blogging in e morn. again. cos im so bloody bored - theres no one online.


ytds trg was quite fun. did a damn fast warmup; think we improved quite alot :D


baton acceleration nearly murdered me. baton passing was just plain scary- i dont like being jojos partner. very stressful cos coach always pays attention to jojo n im like so much slower den her. its just scary.


we did sets nxt - 15o 15o 2oo. 2 sets. my first set was like shit. improved for e second set- tho i think i quite ge kiang. bloody hell - sometimes i hate this stupid quality of mine cos it makes me do things tt seem haolian-ish.


im competetive by nature but apparantly my character sucks.


i made an amazing discovery. jonathan is frm CHOIR. n i tot he was lying to me n baneh.


went to je to eat wid aaron baneh jade peishi n fann. created e tennis ball joke-


fann: eng mus play some stupid tennis ball game lah.
aaron: -starts digging in his bag n produces a tennis ball-
cm: u bring tt ard to throw at ppl u dont like ist?
aaron: yep.
cm: den y u nv throw nx?
aaron: cannot lah. -nx gloats- she need two den enough.
cm: -cheers-
aaron: u dont say lah. u need three.
others: -cheer-


bloody shit im always getting ap-ed by aaron.


aft arcade went to library to mug. didnt get much done actually. e jianbao sucks - i spent an hr reading n planning for it.


left wid wk - n i was bloody sleepy by den.


zZzzzzZ...


sometimes my parents piss me off - cos i piss them off when i act pissed at dinner.


i say fructose cos im pissed.


english ct tmr - jiayoux ppl ! all e best (:


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we lie because we don't want others to see our faults.
we lie because we don't want others to know the truth about ourselves.
we lie because we don't want to know the hard and painful truth.


In this masquerade of white lies and false truths, no one can claim that they are honest and truthful.


Not even me. I wear a mask everyday, every hour, every second -


Because I'm afraid of myself.


Will someone help me remove this mask?


I don't know.