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sigh

everyday passes with me being neglected at some pt in time. hw is but an excuse to keep me occupied when everyone else is having fun. am i that miserable?

yes.

my social life was small to begin with. now that i compare it with yours, my god i can barely see it. now i know why i always over-react to some matters that concern your social life (does friday ring a bell?).

im always left alone- i dont like it but if god insists on making me a loser i cant help it.

everyones got their own circle. mine is disappearing as time passes.

its partially my fault- i dont let anyone in anymore. but then its e circumstances of things n i cant bear to.

its terrible to keep everything bottled up; i know.

but i dont have any other choice. not anymore.

now, everyday is but a reminder of this fact that i already know;

im still trying to find a cure for myself.