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yes, its over. and im back.

mids were overall ok. expect chem and amaths totally massacred me.

i was so proud of myself for being able to complete e bio paper :D well i left half a qns blank but that doesnt count.

still made a few idiotic mistakes. heck, im an idiot so i make idiotic mistakes.

now all i gotta do is kick back, and wait for the marks to fall. oh and wait for next friday to come.
argh!

tmr's biatholon. dont know if i can go support ): my flu's unhappy so it came back. so i have to see the doc again. damn.

kobayashi's scramble egg noodle totally screwed up my digestive system!!!!!!!!!!!


7days.


unfortunately..

this is gonna be my last post for this month.

mids are here: 2oo4 - 28o4

well at least i have one day free :D cos thurs i dont have phy or lit.

anyways,

good luck and all the best, muggers ! mug more and jiayoux ! sacrifice a few sleepless nights..

cant wait for 28o4 to come. cant wait for o5o5 to come.



after mids- you promised.


i feel miserable.

im down with a major flu which means i cant hear, cant talk and cant think well (some people say this was originally the case, not the flu..) i feel stuffy and my stomach hurts like shit.

no training. sick. pms. midyears. wtf?

(oh apologies for the mistakes in the last post: it was huishan, not shuying who went bballing. gawk, i always mix those 2 up. and its weewee, not hweehwee? o..k...)

some advice: if you want to die a horrible death by a mapstring, go ahead and piss me off (: i'll be glad to test out my string before geo midyr this friday..


look my way;


results for napfa ytd:

pullups: 14 B
shuttle run: 1o.91 A
situps: 31 A
sit & reach: 47 A
standing board jump: 191 A

didnt really expect such results but im glad i got them :D and yes, i have no armpower whatsoever.

anyways, went to play bball with weekiat, jj, jared, qiang-ge, choon-ge, weisheng, ngehwee, mish and sec2 gals (claire, jazz, kexin, shuying and hweehwee). went after napfa and changed in the carpark xD all the gals were stunned i changed behind a car. now that i think of it, im stunned too.

went for dinner after that and i ate FISHBALLS! they were nice and round but they caused me a major stomachache ):

the train ride home;

(bloody shit, i think i have the flu weekiat had a week ago)


national crosscountry championships.

i stick by the 3 'e's :

enthu. excitement. extreme.

well, the first e not really. with power houses vs & vj, ri & rj, abit embarrassing to cheer. we decided not to cheer cos we'll probably be drowned out by vs and ri who were just beside us.

anyways, the crossers got their new tracksuits! its looks quite cool and the material very nice :D tho everyone looks oversized in the suit..

i loved playing with lobo's zip xD

hey peeps, you guys all did your best. today, this year, just wasn't meant for us. well, there's always next year! (ok maybe not for sec4s..) strive harder, strive for the best. come back next year and make the other schools eat your dust. train hard, train to be the best. with that in mind, im sure you guys can conquer all. the finishing line is still far far away so dont give up so easily yet-

it aint over till its over. and it definitely isnt over for the carrots.

dry those tears & move on- all you can do now is aim for next year's competition..


gawk, there's napfa tmr ? ack. seriously wanna get gold but i think i can kiss goodbye to my pullup and situp. ack, just realised midyears is in abt a week?? argh wtf. time is running away from me x(


im such a selfish, screwed up little bitch. i hate myself.

i miss lobo ):
and i took away lobo's smiles;


jnr champs is gone. cant turn back time so all my regrets have to wait till judgement day and nationals. and no, dont ask about my race results if not i'll go after you with a mapstring and strangle you happy tree friends style.

tmr is phototaking for athletics ! heheh really looking forward to it cos the informal pics always rock. with lirui what do you expect :D lets all be mermaids this year !

gotta go start thinking about poses for tmr-

ugh, have a map test tmr for geo. i feel like choking people with my mapstring and slicing people with my protractor. man im sadistic.

well sadistic & violent people go together no?


the cracks are beginning to show;


1day.

thats all the time i have left before im in gombak, at the 2oom startline, seeing if i can run a pb. or if i'll fall flat on my face and return to the brutal reality of failure and disappointment.

i seriously should be resting today but instead im going off to play some arcade later. hope it wont affect me so much. maybe i'll lay off parapara and ddr.

ok i cant help it. i gotta go philosophical and crap about the race tomorrow.

'it is only when you take your eyes off the goal, will you then be able to see the obstacles.'

always aim ahead. when you are determined to reach your goal, you will be able to conquer whatever is in your way.

'if you win against others, you have power. if you win against yourself, you have true strength.'

in the race, your biggest and more fearful opponant is not the runners beside you. the one enemy you must conquer is... yourself.

only you can prevent yourself from running. its all in the mind. if you have the determination to run, no one can stop you. only your own doubts and fears.

focus on the race, think about how you want to run, then just carry out with no regrets whatsoever.

i dont want to see the tears from my trackmates anymore, not before, not after the finishline.

run your best. run to the fullest. run with no regrets.


2days.