Saturday, April 8
1day.
thats all the time i have left before im in gombak, at the 2oom startline, seeing if i can run a pb. or if i'll fall flat on my face and return to the brutal reality of failure and disappointment.
i seriously should be resting today but instead im going off to play some arcade later. hope it wont affect me so much. maybe i'll lay off parapara and ddr.
ok i cant help it. i gotta go philosophical and crap about the race tomorrow.
'it is only when you take your eyes off the goal, will you then be able to see the obstacles.'
always aim ahead. when you are determined to reach your goal, you will be able to conquer whatever is in your way.
'if you win against others, you have power. if you win against yourself, you have true strength.'
in the race, your biggest and more fearful opponant is not the runners beside you. the one enemy you must conquer is... yourself.
only you can prevent yourself from running. its all in the mind. if you have the determination to run, no one can stop you. only your own doubts and fears.
focus on the race, think about how you want to run, then just carry out with no regrets whatsoever.
i dont want to see the tears from my trackmates anymore, not before, not after the finishline.
run your best. run to the fullest. run with no regrets.