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ct papers all given out, except social studies but somebody told me i got a single digit.

sigh.

my results have not improved. not greatly anyway, and this time some of my subjects have even gone down by a grade. okay so maybe b3 to b4 not that big a deal but c6 to d7 is.

my l1r5 has been increasing every major test and exam. is this a sign that im not focused on my studies?

aside from my pathetics ss, i also failed amaths this time.

is what my friends are saying true? i dont have the time or attention to truly get good grades anymore. i dont want to think this way but of course, i was never good at facing reality.

i promised someone i would get below ten for eoy. not only do i want it so that i can keep my promise but also because it shows that im okay and nothing's wrong.

judging from my current grades, i find it hard. very hard.

can i really do it? have so much to worry about, especially my maths and ss. hell, i worry about all my subjects.

im just plain scared. i've never been good at meeting expectations.

the bar has gone up, can i jump over it?