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why wont blogger stop asking me to change to their new whatever version, irritating buggers.

today's suppose to be a very tiring day but then i just cant resist my computer.

nah, i just got problems sleeping :D drank too much tea, caffeine's keeping me awake.

very satisfied (read: WHOOOPPIIIEEE!!!!) with myself today. did 3 rounds of girls route with jo. erm think it was about 19,19,18? heeh. wonder if i can do as well on friday. ugh.

i hate turf city. the terrain and road is just.. weird. not to my tastes :p macritchie's still the best!

oh and there's leftover horse manure (read: horse shit).

went to arcade with peishi and leena. my beloved para para and ddr and bishi bashi and daytona and guilty gear x! OH HOW I'VE MISSED YOU!! and i still got the groove :D think i wow-ed a new group of people at the arcade with my para2 and bishi bashi skills. what can i say? im not the arcade maniac for nothing.

later i tested out my stalker skills with peishi. OH PEISHI the 1h 45min wait was soooooooo worth it!

haha.

seriously, guys in black? wow.

dammit, my craving for the je black pepper chicken sausage is growing stronger.

and right now yonghao is having a big feast at prom nite without me!

noooooooooooooo the agony!!!!!!!!

oh well i'll have mine next year. wonder who'll be prom king and queen.. er...

wonder who's the prom royals (king & queen) this year, though guy wise i got a pretty good idea :D

snore. im crapping here cos i cant sleep. damn i love tea too much.

damn my ears are too small to hold the headphones properly. ugh.

FOOD. I LOVE FOOD.


tired; both physically and emotionally.
wanting to sleep, but having the nightmares again..

aww i missed out on my hotdog with mustard and chilli :(



whoa. i have mozilla firefox! YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!

apparently my cousin spent the entire of last night downloading firefox and the new IE. HEEH.

so today was training in school. normal warmup (but last round kinda sprinted cos of peishi) then stretches. followed by ms doreen tan's totally motivational and inspiring speech! man and i thought no one could tell motivational speeches better than coach or mr lee. well, of course they're funnier :D

her speech made us trackdians (trackers + coach pandian = trackdians :) realise we still have a long way to go before we could call ourselves "united as a team". only flipside was that by the time she finish talking my muscles all cooled down and i had abit of difficulty with the workout. haha.

quite sad i skipped a set but then, my brain is really, really weak. as in mentally im like a marshmallow.

sigh.

waited very long for some people, i nearly died of hunger. went to queensway to eat LAKSA! i wanted mcwings but ended up buying only mcflurry. uncle sells a small bowl of laksa but makes customers real full by putting alot of coconut milk in it!

so pretty typical day. i learnt a new word :D "tan pui" means fart or something i think. heeh.

ouch shit. my fringe just poke my eye and who the kcuf is cooking salted fish!

damn it stinks.

oh and i shouted "fungus" real loudly in the canteen. hope no teachers thought i was shouting f***ers. LOL.


19 + 1 things shiro-chan (aka ME) made note of today:

1. coachy papa praised me! :D

2. my mental strength is as strong as wooper. body slamming.

3. i love ice lemon tea. pokka.

4. weekiat has the IQ of a marshmallow.

5. yongqiang asks redundant questions.

6. yongqiang uses "da" instead of "the". makes him sound russian.

7. jasmine's ring tone is... cute.

8. basketballers have made the grandstand their second home.

9. there are alot, alot of mynahs in our school.

10. singing "oh it was sad, the big ship went down etc" more than once is downright frustrating. as in tears-hair-out-AHHHHHHHHHHH! annoying.

11. i cannot play the piano.

12. Noddy is always alone and suffers in silence.

13. Noddy is ostracised just because his left foot is crippled.

14. reminds me of how humans behave.

15. zhenjie takes abt 7 secs to process what i've said to him before answering. maybe he's not used to me talking to him :)

16. i love rainy days.

17. i love stealing foolscap pads from the lost & found table.

18. i can skip. quite well.

19. i spent 8.6o on food. i would have spent more if i didnt buy the hybrid pen for 1.4o.

p.s: mynahs like the rain too.


its true i like to play cards and gamble abit but i dont do it to the extent where i lose $1o.

last time i did that was in pri school and after end of year exams there was this gambling craze in my class.

i think there was once i lost so much i didnt have money for lunch.

ya i got from bad to worse.

finally, we were playing at jiarong's house and i ended losing all my money (again). i asked jiarong if i could borrow from him and he said no. he said if he lent me money, i would just continue doing so over and over again. then next time when i grow up i'll borrow from loan sharks etc etc.

to be honest, i thought he was abit psycho when he said all that. but later i realised what he said could very well come true and since then unless i win big, i dont really gamble with money.

lesson learnt heeh :D

now i dont really like playing with money, only occasionally. but then seeing the way weekiat plays cards, mahjong and even football matches..

its just.. i feel uneasy? haha.

ya maybe im just worrying too much again..

cracks and joints will become deeper and deeper as time passes, wearing away at the once strong surfaces.
in the end, time overcomes all.


another glorious day training at macritchie.

erm the monkeys nearly attacked me, if not for jojo :D

what's to say? macritchie is the same everyday.

oh but that "holy" scene in the forest was.. the hightlight of the day for SOMEONE.

saint ZJ LOL!

i ate mcflurrrrrrrrrrrrryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy whee!

and i think lirui's extrasuperfliciousextralocious (kcuf, dont know how to spell) long joke was funny like shit xD but only me and ningxin laughed.

DUH! cos great minds think alike??

oh i shouldnt mention ningxin's name in my posts so much.

cant add to her ego, if not when take lift must ask her wait for the next one. cos she and her ego cant enter.

ok that one was taken from casino royale. of course its much funnier in the movie :)

i gotta go drop an atomic bomb of sorries on ningxin now.

wait i think i can dent her ego with that. just abit :D


I AM SUPER MONKEY-RESCUER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG i saw danny at training yesterday! he was at the start line before we ran our second round! OMFG i think he wanted to tell me jiayou can?!?!?! :D

yesterday i saw two very meaningful and sad things.

one:-
at the bus stop opposite macritchie i saw a poster that said:

EXTINCTION IS FOREVER. CONSERVE. singpore zoo

why do humans selfishly care only about themselves? they dont respect mother nature and have been poisoning the earth since man discovered CFCs and carbon monoxide.

so many beautiful animals have gone extinct just because we want another macdonald's factory somewhere in the amazon.

there's a big hole UP THERE and we're at risk of being cooked like hotcakes by UV rays but nooooooooooooo people still wanna sit back and eat their mcwings.

mother earth has been forgotten. animals are no longer our friends..

two:-
on the 52 bus to jurong east, i was listening to "everytime we touch" on my handphone. (YES i know i've been playing that song a TRIZILLION times since yesterday) therefore i was shut out of the conversation between peishi, fann and ningxin (no it was voluntary, not kicked out :) and then we passed the bottom of a highway.. so you know at the bottom of a highway there's this huggggeee space with only the supporting pillars?

and i saw a stray dog there, lying on its side. injured? or even..

sigh.

the world has changed.. for the worse.

hyprocrisy. society hates it, yet society itself is one big hypocrite.
and so am i, brainwashed to become like everyone else.
i wear a mask, just to please someone,
and now i cant even recognise my own reflection.


im bored.

as in really bored.

as in fck-it-man-im-laughing-at-emily's-blogposts bored!

ok wait her posts are really psychotically funny :D

im going nuts.

i have to go to the national library to view that idiotic exhibition for the moronic chi homework.

why me..

omg i've been playing "everytime we touch" over and over and over and over and over and over and over again since yesterday...............

my aunt's telling me to switch it off or she'll burn the com down.

oh man my fingers are cold cos the fan's on 2 and its blowing directly at me.

and my fingers are cramping up.

do i seem psychotic? its cos im bored and i just read emily's psycho-hyper posts.

and im talking to weisheng.


saturday

today's track training was really special. we girls (and later guys) actually tried pole vaulting! it was really cool, well as long as you had the guts to do it. when you jumped it was like you were flying. er until you reached the mat xD

it was quite fun since i thought it was really interesting. i seriously think the coach acts like mr lee! he has the type of humour and tan as mr lee!

later he made us do some basic gymnastics: forward roll and backward roll. for the first time i actually did a straight forward roll! i did hit ningxin when one of my rolls went sideways but a banana can handle it :D

tried to do the backward roll.. ended up hearing loud 'craaaaccks' from my neck. think i sprained the shoulder/neck region ugh.

went to je to makan and to hit the arcade. met weekiat there and im pleased to say that he's finally happy with the way i dress :)

went to library and i actually did a not bad sketch of shinn from gundam seed destiny :D whee-

lesson learnt: eating oreo mcflurry on a rainy day only makes you colder..

sunday a.k.a today

had "realm of tranquility" cip today. i thought it meant going to an old folks home and helping out there. turns out we were just ushers for the old folks going to chung cheng.

i swear that school is bloody hard to find and its hidden in all those semi-d and terrace houses.

xintong wants to marry one of the rich guys' sons and live in those houses..

seriously i think i suck at cip..

errk i think my posts are getting more boring x(

i don't recognise the reflection in the mirror..
but as long as it makes him smile..


Rocking back and forth, keeping my head buried in my knees,
I didn't look up to see
the falling star meant for me.

Suddenly I heard a voice.

"Why are you crying, little one?"

Little one? How old is this guy?

Mahogany met twin orbs of black and I realised my mistake. It wasn't a guy I was talking to, I was talking to my star, the star I was suppose to wish upon.

Oh great, next the sun will tell me it's my grandpa.

I sniffed back my tears and went back to my original position. "Why do you care?"

A small chuckle escaped the star's pencil-thin lips. "Because you're sad about something. And when you're sad you'll want to make it better. You can do it by telling me your wish..."

The old gears in my brain creaked. I tried to remember what I had been crying about. A torrential pour of tears always hepled wipe my memory clean.

"I wish.. I wish I knew what to do..."

The star raised an eyebrow, or at least, what looked like an eyebrow. "About?"

Tilting my head upwards, I was met with the endless midnight sky. "About... someone..."

"Ah, I see."

I whipped my head to face the star. "I told you my wish, shouldn't you be fufilling it and telling me the solution?"

Another chuckle. "That isn't up to me. Only your heart knows what to do. The only thing I can help you with is to make sure what you want to do comes true. Not help you find out what you should do."

All I could do was stare. I know that... But I think my heart's on temporary malfunction...

"You promised him, didn't you?"

I nodded silently.

"Do you intend to keep your promise?"

My eyes glazed over, his question echoing in my mind.You want to leave me?

I shook my head.

The star looked confused. "You don't want to stay with him?"

I blinked, realising the star had misunderstood.

I laughed, truly laughed. The way he made me laugh when we were together...

Suddenly, the star vanished, replaced by the golden rays of the rising sun. Had I stayed out here for that long?

Brushing myself off, I stood as I heard someone call out my name. It was him.

"You ready to go?" he asked when he reached me.

I smiled.

"No. I'm never going to leave."

Jadie, Weekiat.


today was a bad, bad day.

i dont think i'll step into another clothes shop ever again (well except 37degrees and nike).

each shopping experience just turns out getting worse and worse.

and i always end up feeling crushed about what he says about me.

is there really something wrong with me?

i see the line, but i dont wish to erase it.


im never gonna touch a tennis ball ever again.

instead of hitting the ball over the net, i hit it over the school fence and into a drain. nice for my very first serve.

was talking to stanley and i got reminded of how my mum wanted me to learn some skills when i was young.

well i ended up learning the organ but gave up after a year.

my mum tried (read: forced) me to learn ballet. she wanted to sign me up and everything. but then i entered the dance room and i saw the teacher and the students in their pink tutus. i burst out crying.

i think i was afraid of the tutus. the pinkness!!

when i first entered rv, it was kinda embarrassing that i didnt have any talents. everyone seemed musically inclined or had artistic talents or something but me.. well im only good at playing arcade.

sigh.

im too easily influenced by others.