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its true i like to play cards and gamble abit but i dont do it to the extent where i lose $1o.

last time i did that was in pri school and after end of year exams there was this gambling craze in my class.

i think there was once i lost so much i didnt have money for lunch.

ya i got from bad to worse.

finally, we were playing at jiarong's house and i ended losing all my money (again). i asked jiarong if i could borrow from him and he said no. he said if he lent me money, i would just continue doing so over and over again. then next time when i grow up i'll borrow from loan sharks etc etc.

to be honest, i thought he was abit psycho when he said all that. but later i realised what he said could very well come true and since then unless i win big, i dont really gamble with money.

lesson learnt heeh :D

now i dont really like playing with money, only occasionally. but then seeing the way weekiat plays cards, mahjong and even football matches..

its just.. i feel uneasy? haha.

ya maybe im just worrying too much again..

cracks and joints will become deeper and deeper as time passes, wearing away at the once strong surfaces.
in the end, time overcomes all.