Monday, January 1
warning: read only if you think you can handle emo cm on new year's day.
please choose between reading the happy-neutral new year day post (below) or the emo/depressed/cynical post you're about to read.
i am not responsible for change of moods.
2oo6 is gone, or more like flew by me, and here i am. sitting in front of the com with math and chem project not done. can i just tell the teachers i've suffered brain damage from rotting in front of the com for too long?
yes, though i hate to admit it, 2oo6 is already over. 2oo7 comes along bringing even more situations that are high on my worry list.
a new year, a new beginning?
optimism should burn.
oh wait. i think it already died under some rock when the clock struck twelve last night.
another year, add another candle to my birthday cake please. so im sixteen in about a month's time? sec 4. god i feel old.
last year in river valley, last year in athletics, last year to be a secondary school student, last year for nearly everything.
dammit p6 sucked, so sec4 has to be tons worse.
im not even back at school yet and already im telling myself to revise.
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2oo7: cm version 2.o emo shall rule.
to be honest, i hate new year. cos its just a reminder of everything to come.
and i usually spend it finishing my homework.
whoopee- school already has a hold on me before i even step back into it.
will i still have time to think of other things?
will you still stay by my side?
im afraid i'll be the one who gives up.
i cant smash the bottle anymore.
just let me keep things inside it for this year.
where's that mask? dammit i need it back.
oh yes by the way, call me a coward if you want.
i dont care anymore.