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mourn the death of my feet.

they died at.. i think.. the 2nd daniel yam shop i entered with some members of irontwelve today.

we (emily, ningxin, peishi, fann, jade, leena (first 2hours?) and me) were out at orchard to buy prom nite stuff. well, they were. i just tagged along (i already got mine). being stuck at home with nothing to do for 2months kinda makes you desperate for any chance to step out of the house.

stupid sneakers caused both my last toes to incur the wrath of horrific blisters. though i was quite happy i could "test run" my french cap? i seriously don't know what it's called. turned out to be quite well received LOL.

saw something at forever21 but wasn't really "OMG-MUST-HAVE-NOW!!!!!! SQUEAL~!!!!!!!" kinda feeling. so whatever. (my brain and feet are killing me. i am allowed to be vulgar)

i want accessories- 77th street's collection is too minuscule. best it's black, leather, with belts and skulls. or sharp pointy things. butterflies will do nicely too (SO TYKI MIKK! *evil grin*) a 4odollars choker caused my eyeballs to pop (seriously, for a black strap and a butterfly pendent? i don't think so, auntie.)

alternate solution: steal leather wrist thingy from my (male) cousin.

SHIT. Kodak easyshare software notice just..... floated onto my monitor screen o________________o

fear the floating bubble.

sigh- you don't have to say it. i can feel myself changing.

accessories, clothes, french caps, when did i care about such things?

don't know when it happened, don't know when "my own style" developed, don't know if i should feel weird about it.

just a year ago, you couldn't catch me DEAD on so called shop-a-thon.
and here i am, complaining about 4odollar chokers and leather accessories.

where did the old cm go, i wonder.

wonder if people mind.

wonder if i should mind people minding.

wonder, wonder.

and yes, i like black, leather, skulls, butterflies (cos of those evil looking Tease Tyki uses, not cos i think their cute, frilly, colourful little angels that flit around flowers. BRING ON THE BLOOD SUCKING, FLESH EATING TEASE!)

if you think i'm on crack, here: Tyki on Wikipedia
my fav line about the Tease: "Tyki leaves him to die from a heart wound inflicted by Tease (a flesh-eating type of golem in the form of a butterfly)"

yep. i'm turning into a sadist. puts me one step closer to being a rabid Tyki fangirl, no?

to summerise,
I'M TURNING EMO-GOTH. WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

yeah right.

THIS IS CALLED: WATCHING AND BEING ADDICTED TO D.GRAY-MAN IS BAD FOR YOU AND YOUR SENSE OF FASHION!
you will end up being more black, leather, skulls, sharp thingys and butterflies-associated clothing.
and you will turn into an emo kid (as peishi calls me sometimes).

everyone strives to find an identity, mine just happened to be two conflicting ones.
Change is the only constant.

It's official: I worship Tyki Mikk.

(the references/similarities in this post MHHANNNNNN!!!!)

*MHAN was some lame joke between jade and me. mhan.

F-! GO AWAY KODAK EASYSHARE SOFTWARE UPDATE! *vein twitches*