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bruised, battered, blueblacked by ballistic balls.

softball: there's nothing soft about it.

the number of blueblacks and bruises on my legs should be enough evidence for the above statement. and these occurred when i was wearing shin guards. good ones dude (adidas), good ones.

either that or my coach is seriously out to kill me :D

the bruise on my knee looks hyper colourful now.. (nice pinkish-purple shade..)

quite glad i had a sports cca background. at least i roughly expected the level of commitment and mental/psychological abuse pain softball would require. of course.. i didn't count on getting 2 blueblacks every training but hey, no pain, no gain baby!

softball also helps keep my ego down. you wouldn't believe the kind of mistakes i make during trainings (fieldingggggg- *cries*)

then there's the equipment cost.. gosh i miss the good ol' days when all you needed were a pair of track shoes. okay, maybe a pair of spikes too. i don't even dare to calculate how much i've spent on gloves, shin guards, etc etc.. so far.

ah well, every sport has its sacrifices. no one said it was easy to attain glory. ho hum, money is but a material good.

i hope i can have the friendships and bonds to show for my time in softball after my jc years.

of course.. i don't think it'll ever be able to compare to my time in RV ATHLETICS.

irontwelve, carrots.. those were.. those ARE.. unforgettable, irreplacable.

chedar balls.

wish i could be more focused.

maybe i should take up meditation...........

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM.

yeah i got all the activities i wanted for enrichment week! (abbrav: EW, but i really don't think it is ew-ness!! i think it's fun :)

boom boom.

ALWAYS LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE- BO DOM, BO DOM BO DOM BO DOM!


typed a cool (at least in my opinion) statement in a msn convo just now (with unexpected person):

"i'm in benzie's class. thinking too much is an unspoken pre-requisite."

woot.

i love the art of thinking too much. real life applications: KI and literature :D

i'm (so) loving it.

gah, my brain can't stop churning out crap!!

damn you UP (unexpected person), you did this to me!

now my brain cells can't stop firing neurons = i can't sleep!

NOOOOO ROAD RUNNNNN!!!!!!

"we pledge, never again."
bullshit.

tom, dick and harry,
protected their comrades from bullets,
but socrates
will always be rememebered more
for dying from hemlock.


i just.. i can't stop crying. i feel so fucked up right now.

(it isn't because of posting results, and no i'm not trying to gain your sympathy. no this is not reverse psychology. seriously. if you think that why, then fine by me, go ahead and think i'm a selfish little bitch.)

i hate to disappoint myself, but when you measure it up against disappointing others, the latter.. always hurts more than the former..

all i can say is sorry, which does nothing to alleviate the pain.

and suddenly, as everything drifts away,
all you can do is stand aside,
and wave goodbye...

the ultimate defiance of fate;
i wonder if i can ever reach this pinnacle..


first 'official' experience as a DJ :D

well, semi-official (thus the open/close inverted commas above)

thought PA only had to handle the technical side of the valentine's day song dedication but when people started requesting for songs and there wasn't a un-busy student council member, i swooped to the rescue!!

wahahahaha *choke* so it was quite cool, the experience and all though i do feel apologetic towards those who couldn't have the songs they wanted played (read: we didn't have 1gazillion songs available) gah, more violation of copyright??

oh for the record, SC paid for the copyrights already. wahaha. ok i just contradicted myself.

a big round square of applause for the valentine's day comm of the 4oth student council and of course, to NJPA :D

ugh, thinking of tomorrow makes me woozy. CHINGAY PREVIEW PARADE!

hope i don't screw up (ie. hope i don't cause anyone to get run over by the floats)

history essay due tomorrow as well... UGHHHHHHH!

wait. pangsai-ing is most important. yup.

*rushes to toilet*



i discovered something new today.

from the most unlikely person.

heh.