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Hn. Sudden urge to rant some pieceofcrapthing out of my system. I don't really rant anymore 'cos I actually think it's whiny and hypocritical somehow. But. I kinda miss being so Singaporean-teenager-ish.

Plus OP in general is just screwing with my ability to talk coherently.

It's just retarded that I'm starting to notice these things.

Because... I don't know.

My teeth are impending my speech.

But I dislike wearing braces more than having a hideous overbite (at least for now) so I'll probably just leave them this way.

But I'm starting to sense that I can't pronounce some words properly anymore.

I don't know. I think OP is just screwing with my mind overall.

And I've bitten the side of my tongue for countless times already.

There are slight abrasions and I think an ulcer-thing on the side and it's also slurring my speech.

I don't know if I'm just making up excuses.

I find it amazing how I can even lie to myself sometimes.

Most of the times.

And I just want to tell someone about this sort of stuff.

Without them judging me or thinking what-the-hell-is-wrong-with-me.

Because I do that to myself too much already.

I just.

I.

Sigh.

I think I understand the concept of so near yet so far a little too well.

And maybe, just maybe, that's why I prefer the 2D world over the 3D one