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AIMS FOR TONIGHT:

TO JUST SLEEP PROPERLY.

Can't really remember when I felt like I actually slept properly (on a school day- CNY doesn't count)

THIS coming from the insomniac? Oh dear god what is wrong with me the world.

I miss having A01 in my classes. Of course, I think I talk more and better to zx now (: whee.

But I miss having discussions with the Ycubes. And just A01 in general.

SEAH should be fun, not scary. I think we're getting there but.. still. Those people sitting opposite me aren't them.

J2 is just. Different. I can feel it. I'm feeling it.

Admittedly I think I'm doing okay and that it helps taking my studies more seriously. Slightly more seriously.

But I don't want a repeat of English in sec4 D: Got so mindful about being right that I ended up doing very badly in English tests and exams. Until my mum woke me up with a "you've been fine so you're fine- DON'T THINK SO MUCH".

I like this feeling of "work hard everyday, little by little" but I'm just a little worried I'll cross the boundary into "OHFUCK-BRAINMELTDOWN."

Econs is a big ? to me. It feels like maths all over again.

Hur but I'll get there (:

One step at a time.

Right.

CM's gotta be positive in a world full of negativity! :D

Oh, softball was real fun today! Partly 'cos the girls just did base running (which I like :) I like anything with the word 'running' in it basically..

AND MY SITUPS HAVE IMPROVED. HA.

Thanks to my personal coach YJ of course *COUGH*

Yeah man. No worries, I can do it (: I still like learning so I guess half the battle's won already?

:D

Off to read either history notes, HOD (I like Heart of Darkness dammit! D: there's nothing wrong with that!) or my book (I wanna finish my Handmaid's Tale T.T) -

oh wait. I have online articles~ 8D