! ☎ ✏ ✈

Some lady mistook me and YH for boys that day.

This just warms my heart ♥

( and he makes me feel like I can do anything )

Watched Bubble Boy on one of the movie channels yesterday.

Turned out to be surprisingly inspiring (:

1, 2, 3 by Younha is cool :D the mv is ♥


OMG, YES.

First Evisu, next Calvin Klein >:D

/bricked.


EDIT: been having too-vivid dreams lately. I can't seem to sleep properly.

0:44 - 0:50

Jae: Hey Yunho.
Yunho: Why?
Jae: Let's try some noisy beat (it's the opening of one of their songs called O - Jung.Ban.Hap)
Yunho: No.

LOLs.

Poor Jae got shot down xD

(plus random Su failed beatboxing..)

LULZ @ 2.30 - 2.35

Oh, Yunho. ♥

I love the loser in him :D

Watching Five in the Black tour at BBQ Chicken at Cineleisure was awesomeeeeee~

DBSK endorses that restaurant in Korea!



and random: just got an email from the Facebook team that (apparently) 18 people have asked me to join FB.

Why.



he prays, and
he hopes,
but when he looks into the other's eyes,
he knows he's wishing
for something that just isn't there
(not anymore.)

so the glass shatters
the butterflies are plucked
from midair
and the clouds
look blood red tonight

birds screech, they don't sing anymore
and the flowers bleed their precious nectar

it drips, drips, drips...

like his heart
aching, leaking, clenching...
then it starts to pour,
when the other doesn't even bother to pierce it
(he just looks away, from the beautiful
bleeding mess.)

so he waits, and waits, and waits
somemore.
until his bones show
in all their purity
because he stopped breathing
and his heart stopped beating
a long time ago,
when the other said,

(who are you.)





he mars perfect porcelain skin, vengeful
(how -)
he tears at the soft flesh, jealous
(how could -)
he tastes blood that isn't his own, envy
(how could you -)
he hears the mewls of pain, rage
(how could you be -)
he slams the other into the wall again, hateful
(how could you be so -)
he doesn't hear the other pleading his name, blinded
(how could you be so beautiful.)




the rain starts.

the river flows, hurryingly
the current washes away and bruises
fast, unforgiving, sharp

the raindrops slice his heart.
pound, pound, pound -

hey.

he feels warm fingers against his cheek
he can't see, not until he feels soft lips against his eyelids
unconditional, understanding, waiting

hey, he says again.

...
hey.

he feels the smile,
and it brings one to his lips too
(or do both belong to the other?)

the rain stops
but he's still cold.

...

he's always said i love you
but he's never heard it back.

jaejoong wonders why
and thinks it's his fault
so he tells himself to try, harder,
everytime

but he's never heard those words
slip past yunho's lips
even on a rainy day
and jaejoong is the only thing that he can hold on to

so jaejoong tries and tries and tries and -

stop.

he doesn't,
every single time.

please love me.

(he doesn't hear the i can't,
always)





I don't know what brought on the angst ):
probably all the fics I've been reading in the community
and my brain's screaming at me





Da Vinci exhibition with Jade at the Science centre today (:

Had fun, despite all the walking and standing being a little tiring
(think I haven't gotten back all my energy after SB chalet).

I love the atmosphere at the Science Centre,
especially with keen little kids who seem like they genuinely want to learn.

Yeah ♥



Breakfast at Macs was satisfying and the talk was nice.
Got some of my confidence back that I'm not really a hypocrite
(had one conversation lately where I realised I had conflicting reactions ):
still a little bothered by it).

Thanks bud, for accompanying me even though you had to study
and was probably hungry but just refused to accept my offers of food D:

Einstein says he doesn't believe in Mathematics and that
"do not worry about your difficulties in Mathematics,
I assure you that mine are greater."

While Leonardo believed there could be no art without science,
and that one can have no smaller or greater mastery
than mastery of oneself.



(banner by dongbangshingi @ daymoonharudaru)


04.06 ♪ happy birthyday, chun :)


Things happen.

So I write.

Haven't written in a while and not like this.

It feels liberating.

It's June already, hm.